Have been talking with someone I know a long long time ago these days.

Surprised to find that he has quit his job. And he has made it to his goal.

In this particular moment of myself, chatting with him and get to know this message makes me feel even more emotional.

So many feelings inside my heart that I cannot find any words to reveal.

He has moved on to the next step, exactly what he wants.

And I just keep struggling.

Keep struggling.

And I am confused, depressed and desperate.